FALLING INTO THE ABYSS

Willingly, you have entered into a path where you think you can easily tread on to; unmindful of whatever consequences it may bring. There are no consequences and there are no risks involved so why not dash into it and be absorbed of its beauty. Once inside, you were in harmony with the very surroundings you have learned to love so easily. Oh what glory it is to be in its pleasant embrace! You would not want to walk away from it and be clingy instead. You would not want to spoil the fun of being fed with pleasantries and be contended with the way it was showering you with its undying sweet love. You were alive and you were mesmerized. And you were extremely happy.

But then without a warning, you started to fall. Falling, falling deeply into the abyss of despair. You started feeling the ache. Excruciating. Distressing. It was burning you whole and burning you alive. The pain inside your heart was agonizing, making you dizzy with madness. It was on that moment that you began to realize its capacity to hit and destroy what is left of your sanity. And then you pondered. How can something so beautiful and pure be heartbreaking and horrible at the same time?

PARASOL

I’ll share with you my parasol; it will protect you from the painful glare of the sun. Who needs sunlight when you can dwell in darkness? Be in the cold and be numb. It will guard your heart from agony.

ICE QUEEN

I am an Ice Queen. I smile to no one. I bow to no one. Your judgments and indifference are no burden to me. Like me or not, I still exist. I am just a fragment in your pretentious world but in my dominion, you simply don’t exist.

LOST...

Lost your way? Just think that you're really meant to pass this path of the unknown. Let fear abandon your heart completely and continue to walk within the depths of darkness and anonymity. Allow yourself be cloaked with quaintness. Try to hold on to this fervent presence because it will serve as your guide when you stride deeper and deeper into this place out of the ordinary.

Just stay calm and keep watch...because if you let fear and panic overpower you, darkness will never let you go out of its grasp again.

NAMELESS FEAR

Go into the dark, I say, but never be terrified of that nameless fear upon entering the realm. You cannot see but you can definitely feel its presence. But why let this trouble you? It cannot harm you physically but it can do damage to y...our psyche only if you allow it to take you and control you.

But if you will enter the dark realm with a very sad heart, fear will not touch you. You won’t even have the slightest idea that it is there beside you, whispering eerie thoughts to control you. What would become of that nameless fear then if you won't take heed of its screams? It will only remain a fragment of your very sad world. It cannot penetrate your mind, thus, it cannot harm you.

But then again, you are still sad. And extreme sadness can sometimes do damage to your psyche too...